...cha ching...

gas... bought any lately? 75+ bucks to fill up my mini (van that is)... UGH

have you changed anything about your lifestyle since the gas prices have gotten so high? are you cutting down on travel at all?

...never say never?...

ok, so i got this idea from another blog. stolen with pride.

20 things i will NEVER do:

1.  i will never eat a fish with the eyes and tail still on it. unless it would be rude not to, and even then i promise to never enjoy it. 

2.  i will never stop looking for the best price. or buy stuff without knowing how much it costs.

3.  i will never quit loving and needing the tangible presence of God.

4.  i will never run a marathon.

5.  i will never get tired of hearing my girls sing or seeing them dance.

6.  i will never hate pedicures, manicures, or full-body massages.

7.  i will never turn down free babysitting.

8.  i will never give away my scale.

9.  i will never hate starbuck's decaf caramel frappucino's. or cinnamon spice latte's for that matter.

10.  i will never dread a date night with my husband.

11.  i will never enjoy humidity.

12.  i will never love dusting. heck, let's just add "cleaning". 

13.  i will never happily eat whatever i want without being completely aware of the consequences. (dang that weight watchers knowledge)

14.  i will never stop wishing i could be a contestant on family feud.

15.  i will never understand God's grace. 

16.  i will never sit on a public toilet seat.

17.  i will never stop missing my dad.

18.  i will never own a ferret. or a snake. eek.

19.  i will never turn down a shrimp tempura roll. especially with a little wassabi and soy sauce.

20.  i will never believe i'm old. especially in november when i turn 40. (OMG)

what are the things you'll never do? 

...bring 'em!...

it was thursday-- my last day in orlando. and i went to eat chinese for lunch with my best friend. i know it's NUTS but this was the actual fortune in my fortune cookie! well said, cookie maker. i suppose the time is now.
so here i am. in dallas, georgia, waiting for my new friends. if i can just get OUT of this house full of boxes and stuff EVERYWHERE, then maybe just maybe i'll meet them- those new friends of mine.

...God is so cool...

so i'm back. from the craziness of selling and buying a house. and from a 2 week mission trip to ghana.  did you even know i was gone? i haven't blogged for a month and a half (eeek), and i'm ready to get back to it. so give me grace if it's a little patchy over the next few weeks.

i plan to blog a bit about ghana, but for today i'm gonna start with a story about God's goodness.

yesterday i was feeling a little blue.  it was a mix of a bunch of things-- jet lag, an argument with steve, being displaced, and the reality setting in that we are in our last week of being in florida and will be leaving some really great friends.  i had decided to get a pedicure because: 1. i haven't had 30 minutes alone in 3 weeks and needed some time; 2.  my feet were in need of some serious tlc since pounding the dirt roads of ghana; 3. i only get 2 or so pedi's each year, and i've been waiting ever so patiently for my summer treat. :) so i went.

so while i'm getting my pedicure i notice an older woman come into the nail place.  i'm a people watcher, and i always find myself wondering about people's stories... what's going on in their lives, how they see themselves, and if they know jesus.  this particular woman looked a bit blue herself.  i had finished up the pedi, and she was still waiting for someone to work on her nails.  i decided to get a manicure to boot because my hands were in awful shape and it was only 8 bucks more. i was moved over to a manicure booth, and that older woman was moved to the booth next to mine.  she only said about two or three sentences to the vietnamese woman helping her, but i could tell from those 2 sentences that she was struggling in life.  i surmised that someone important in her life must have died. now, granted, i was not invited into her conversation. i just overheard her because she was 2 feet away. 

then i felt like God wanted me to encourage her. i have to admit i quickly (but temporarily) dismissed this option, because, well, i had no idea what her response would be and it's uncomfortable to approach a complete stranger with a "word" from God. so i waited. and God said to do it. i knew it was him because he wouldn't let me blow it off. and my heart was beating extra fast. ugh.... what if she screams at me about God's lack of intervention in her life, etc.? geez, i was depressed myself. i wasn't up for a theological debate in the nail place. all reasons to not do it. but i knew i was going to anyway. i listened for what he wanted me to say.

i was moved over to the drying lights, far away from my original spot next to her. after my nails were dry, i made my way back to her.  i touched her on the shoulder, leaned down, and told her that the Lord told me to tell her that everything was going to be alright, even though it may not feel like it. her eyes welled up with tears, and she asked, "really?" i showed her the emblem on my ghanaian necklace, and told her it is a west african symbol meaning "except God." except for God we can do nothing. i told her the scriptures tells us that God never lets anything happen to us that we can't handle. and reminded her once again that she would be alright. she thanked me sincerely, and i knew that our conversation-however brief- had affected her and given her hope. i didn't share overly profound words, but i'm convinced they were exactly what she needed for this season.

god is so cool. i love when he does stuff like that!  he allowed me to minister to a woman in real emotional need, and to get outside of my almost overwhelming self awareness.  i believe that he orchestrated it all-- she and i to be there at the same time, the wearing of this particular "except God" necklace on this day, the prompting of my manicure (i NEVER, EVER get a manicure AND a pedicure), and he prepared her to hear and receive encouragement from him.  he reminded me his nearness all of the time.

i want to be less aware of myself and live more aware of others and where they are. i want hear God's voice.  i want to be used by Him all of the time. life is more fun that way. and that's the way it was meant to be.